"You're scared, but I'll be here for you. Please, let me be the one to hold your hand through the way. Let me be the one to stand by your side through the good and the bad. Through the hard times and good times, I'll never abandon you. I know there is little that I can offer you... since I know you hate me. It must be irritating to have to see the one you hate so much each and every day, and if you want, I'll even make it so that you won't have to see my face. You won't have to hear my voice. But I'll stay close by, guarding you like an angel. You
can yell at me, and scold me all you want if it helps you. You can continue to scream the hurtful and painful words to me until there is nothing left to say. I stay. I'll listen. I won't talk back. I'll be like a good and obedient dog tending to my master. Tell me you want to see me struck by lightening. Tell me that you want to see me freeze under the cold snow. Tell me you want to see me whipped until blood drips from my mouth. Tell me that you wish someone would run me over with a car... with a bus... with a truck. Tell me that you want to shoot me with a gun. Tell me that you want to pierce my heart with a stake while I sleep. I'll love it if it's all that you could say to me. It'll be all that you
have to say to me. You don't have to say anything nice to me. You can say whatever you like, and I'll make it all that I need to hear. I won't cry... I won't throw you out. I'll take it. I'll live through all of it. Chastise me with words of hate, and I'll make you everything that I have. You will be my whole world, my cruel paradise of anguish and pain. Just as long as you are near by, I'll be fine. Break me with words that would tear a wild stallion to pieces. Stay with me. I'll worship you until the day God judges the world. You will be all that I have."
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